Shortcomings

These days, I've been recalling many bad actions I did in the past.
I cry for these actions and regret why I acted like that. ...But I know that even if God allowed me to back in the past, without having this memory, I'm sure that I would act in the same way. With the mind which is less kind and tender, I would act in the same way.
So I need to be more strong, strong enough to overcome my fear for others and find a pearl in other people's mind.
I found some of my serious weaknesses and admit them. So I can try correct it. Once I started to correct these shortcomings, I know that they will gradually become smaller and smaller. They will become some of my small small shortcomings.