Understand Myself

Basically, no one understand me completely, includes I myself.
Only God understand, and it (I expect god is not a man nor a woman) is inside of me. It lives in the part usually called unconsciousness but the deepest part of it. I don't know how large and deep (or high) of my unconsciousness is, and I'm sure that I never be able to find out all of it within my present lifetime. In 70~80 years, if I'm still living, I'll be 90 ~ 100 years old, but it's sure that I still say "I still don't understand myself completely." If there is a time when I thought that I understand myself completely, then I no longer be a human, but may be a god itself.
I'm on the way to endless learning. And when I know something very important, I feel great joy. It's like a present, the present from God. And I assume that there are infinite presents on the way to understand myself.