Many Other Fun Things

I need to be more patient to myself.
I have very high ideal of myself and my present state is far from that. I can't be the ideal instantly, so I just need walking the path constantly. But it's sometimes too hard to keep watching the goal while walking. I will lose control of myself and get angry for the long way. So the best way to keep constant effort is this, to concentrate on present and not watching the far ideal so often. It's needed to check the ideal sometime to be on the way, but don't need to watch all the time. Then if I concentrate on the present, I'll find many other fun things around the path.