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I realized about one fact about my capability and my world.

My ability of studying or say problem solving skill is surely rising as time went. For example, I learned addition, subtraction, multiplication and division at elementary school, and the world of minus and trigonometry at middle school, then the beginning of calculus at high school. At each stage, my ability to solve math questions are rising. However, my grade at tests or at the end of a semester, is decreasing. (Used to be I often got 100%. Then 90%, 80, 70, ... now the average is about 60%)

What this means is that the world I choose rises its difficulty much faster than my ability to absorb new things. That's why I feel so much pressure. So, I wish my capability to be increase before the world, ........but I know it never happen. (Only in this way, the one can improve fast, right?)